Quotation

Hans Beckert: "...I have to roam the streets endlessly, always sensing... that someone's following me. It's me! I'm shadowing myself! Silently... but I still hear it! Yes, sometimes I feel like I'm tracking myself down. I want to run -- run away from myself! But I can't! I can't escape from myself! I must take the path that it's driving me down, and run, and run down endless streets! I want off! I want off! And with me run the ghosts of mothers and children. They never go away. They're always there! Always! Always! Always!, Except... when I'm doing it... when I... Then I don't remember a thing. Then I'm standing before a poster, reading what I've done. I read, and read... I did that? I don't remember a thing! But who will believe me? Who knows what it's like inside me? How it screams and cries out inside me when I have to do it! Don't want to! Must! Don't want to! MUST!! And then a voice cries out, and I can't listen anymore! Help! I can't! I CAN'T!!"